Yesterday I ate lots of yummy food and now I am enjoying myself, feeling the new synergy of work coming up, this is going to be awesome my friends π§πΌββοΈπΈ, I feel like a new person ready to AGAIN! step up my Only Fans game ππ½
Iβve been wanting to write more about sexual health, but I was getting too high and too drawn into social media, hence why I havenβt been focusing lol
Sooo remember I said I was gonna fuck a dildo for u? Lol well it never came, got a refund, heading out to Boston Next week, I will buy one when I am there π€£ Iβm still cumming out with the video donβt worry π
Good news: I have manifested a place of my own. I am so grateful to all of your support on here! Itβs been a ride to say the least but I couldnβt have done it without all of you! Thank you so much ππͺ
The beauty is within the eye of the beholder,
But which beauty do you choose to allow within yourself? π
Fun fact: Iβve had sexual intercourse with 4 people in my life
Can I bend over on ur dick like this? π I love my lips, so full and natural π₯° New Health Article posts cumming this week πΈ so excited! Make sure u have your Renew Subscription on! I am sending extra special free content for my βrenew onβ fans this week πββ¬ #meow
Todayβs been a hard on dayπ€ͺ my mind is so everywhere, is anyone elseβs mind like that too? Learning about my work ethic, making sacrifices, listening to my inner voice and trying to keep fear mentality out of my head.
So wishy washy about what I want to do on here: some days Iβm like mm yes, let me fuck myself for you all on here, other days Iβm like mm I rather this be a nude art blog where I share insights about spiritual sexuality, sex health and nudes here/there.
I guess bottom line from me as a creator on here: I am a gemini with many sides. I live a double life (1/2 of my life I keep closed lipped and the reason I cannot make certain videos for you on here) and Iβm working on undoing some things from my past. I may be more willing to be full out on what I show sometimes and sometimes I may more closed off, but I appreciate the respect on people allowing me to choose what I want to show with my body and what I donβt want to show and when I choose to show myself.
Current reality: still listening to my inner critic. People in the past had told me to work a certain way and do certain jobs that was not what I wanted to do, but they want me to do because of fucking βhustle cultureβ. People have told me to work these basic ass jobs because thatβs where their level of confidence had been and not mine. Itβs been a dream of mine for fucking ever to work as a nude artist posing for people to draw me, but I listened to someone else and disregarded that dream until now. Now Iβm picking up myself from their insecurities and working on my worth.
Working on getting my life together. This is all part of the story though. Writing a book β€οΈ
Working on manifesting my own place, so keep staying with me! U might see me fucking a dildo on here eventually because I been horny asf π€£ But for now, I only have nudes mostly π€
Ah the Sacred Feminine Energy! This energy is awesome because it is making a huge cum back! I wanted to clarify what feminine energy truly is. As a global society with Industrialization happening and the progressive βConquering the lands (Think Columbus times, Alexander the Great)β We have built this world and its history as we know it on the basis of toxic masculine energy. We all have most likely had these traits within us where we become over-controlling within ourselves, but that is a result of things like being in an environment with war and working absurd hours to make ends & being in organized schooling like Americaβsβ¦ (Slightly a hidden agenda there Iβd say). I still have thanks to all veterans and active-duty members.
The point I am trying to analyze here is that our societies have mainly been built upon shunning women as less than equal to men, hence maybe why I feel slight resistance showing my pussy all up on here. I have been changing my viewpoints though about the art I mean to create through this platform and I'm coming to terms that I am a beautiful woman with a gift to be free, naked, and open for people to see/draw, (probably cum too also).
We all hold Masculine and Feminine energies within us. Ever since learning about both types of energy it truly has helped me find balance in my moods, reactions to problems, and even help me find my own path. I used to think I had to work a certain way (the matrix, mundane) but every since I have grown more into my feminine energy paired with evening out my masculine energy, Iβm down to show my pussy on the internet for #art. I ainβt owned by any man, I am an #artist, #athlete, #entrepreneur, and #Goddess (:
*PSA* I have realized I do not want to make personal masturbation videos. It is not my niche of things I want to offer on here. I want to apologize if I got ur hopes up from my last messages, but that was just a trial and I do not feel comfortable doing that personally for anyone, it was just a trial run to see how I felt and Iβve changed my mind to that not being the personalized content I want to share. Please stay tuned for more sex health, nudes, and other dance vids/ erotic poetryπ€πΉ Thank you.
How was everyoneβs New Yearβs!? My New Yearβs was really fun but the first day of the year, yesterday turned out to be a little chaotic but an overall good day I am wishing you all a very safe year 2021 we have already prepared for some of the worst so this is a chance to rebuild! I am going to leave the past in whoever I was in 2020 for that year and grow into a completely new person for 2021 as I do every year I surprise myself and I am so thankful to be single. Last year I really took the time to go into the character of who I am for just myself and this year I am so excited to expand into a new woman and build upon all of my businesses even though I havenβt seen crazy progress I know that this year is going to be a lot of hard work and itβs going to all pay off!
βWho we allow within us sexually is very important and goes far beyond just the physical layer of our existence. Every sexual encounter is a partnership and agreement to exchange energies and information. The energies and information sent from ourselves to another depend on our level of inner work,β. -Shalom Melchizedek