So much pressure on families during the holidays, it's all s..

So much pressure on families during the holidays, it's all so commercialized. It's sickening. My household celebrates a birthday and a feast. We don't drive ourselves into debt and focus on love between one another. I never desired to be rich or famous, but, to do what makes me happy and provide for my family. Sometimes, that means enjoying a humble lifestyle. That's okay, because my family is happy. On the flip side of that, my desire is to do the very best job I'm able to do, even while balancing home, work, and family. January is a very, very busy month, professionally. AVN is an anticipated annual stress. Months of preparation go into this event, some even go as far as getting surgeries(like me). It's like planning a wedding or a quincinera every year. What fans see is the final product. For starlets and producers, it's the end of a long, arduous process. Probably why everyone gets so blitzed that night. Now that Christmas has passed, the countdown begins. Yours truly has been nominated this year. Going to show up in full glamour and style. As much as I share on Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat- this will be the only place where you get the no bullshit incite. All of it. The laughs, the frustrations, the strain, and the celebration. Social media is advertising. This is me. This is my head, my heart. I'm a little anxious about the next few days. I've got to drive to LA to shoot a girl/girl/girl/boy scene. Pictures still haven't been returned to me from my most recent production, but, I hope to get those soon. For now, today, I've got to get my hair done, get a good workout in, tan, pack. Oy. Lastly, most importantly, I owe all of you my gratitude. I know most of these OnlyFans pages publish outright XXX material, at a higher membership fee. It's been advised that I abandon my website to jump on this bandwagon. That's not going to happen. There are too many people involved in my success to simply turn my back on them, for a quick profit. Integrity means doing the right thing, all the time, even when it doesn't benefit. I'm grateful not be be cornered into choosing. Also, for your tips.It really means a lot to me that you all reach out with your generosity. Believe it or not, your tips sometimes finance the photoshoots that publish the pictures you see here. Your kindness and appreciation will ensure accelerated success and cumulative development. YOU are a part of that. Have a wonderful day! I've got a zillion things to accomplish in the next twelve hours. Go,go gadget powers. Lol. 😙