




Good evening my dear ones Now the time has finally come and I am not only revealing the secret of my breasts but also somehow why it has been harder than usual for me to write honestly and also to answer π But please be as great as always and keep this secret to yourselves so that we can all enjoy it for us for a little while longer. Because I'm just excited since the day we know about it how you all take itπ€© but knew from the beginning I just want to share it a little bit with you all first and have this special secret with you all before share it on IG. And it's still soooooo crazy to say, we're going to be parents π©ββ€οΈβπ¨πππ₯° I got probably the greatest gift I could have imagined just like Dennis greatest wish in life came true. To know that the love of us has been chosen to welcome a little soul into me and into the world is probably the greatest miracle but also joy that I or rather we could ever experience and imagine. But you all know I always want to be honest with you and because of that the last months was somehow also very adventurous for me... because the concept of keeping something secret that you are actually happy about it was completely unknown to me, I wanted to tell everyone as soon as we find out, just as I love to write openly about sexuality and also things that happen in the relationship. And yet it was also very nice and good to first notice it with Dennis and our closest ones, give space to just welcome the change and just feel what was happening. Even if one person "left" me because of it. But that is also such an exciting/interesting thing, what such a small soul can trigger in the environment. Because we are the "first" in our close circle of friends to become parents. Which is somehow also very special. And I'll be honest, the first few months weren't exactly pleasant physically, I felt sick so often and somehow I had to learn to adjust a lot of things. And yes, my feelings about my body, but also my sexuality, have somehow changed or rather intensified. Since I've been pregnant (funnily enough, even before I knew) I feel so much better in my body, more calm and also more beautiful... it's really strange to explain. . But I also had to learn that my autism and the processing of certain things has needed or still needs extreme "regression" or adaptation. But the thing that probably divided me the most was not being able to share it with you here, not being able to be honest, or rather not wanting to be honest. Because of course I want to make all of the Content here more intense and somehow more private now but also keep it βnormalβ and how we used to it as well. Because especially in relation to pregnancy and becoming parents in general, there are only a few honest reports and pictures that have to do with sexuality and a relationship, and for us it is clear that creating a little soul is the crowning glory of love. And my profile here is about nothing other than a real insight into love. And the little happy cricket (as we call the baby) is a true product of love and should also learn from the beginning that love is the most precious thing in the world and something you should never be ashamed of. Just as I or we don't want it to be all about that either, because we are still lovers, have our sexuality and I have my dream of being a artist/we both have our "own" lives. So it's been kind of crazy to see how long I've was able to keep this a "secret" and no one seems to see much of a difference in the content and my body. Because I'm now almost halfway through the pregnancy and the little cricket is coming this year. π€©π€©β£οΈ Funnily enough, all I've been asked "about it" is whether I've had a boob job π€£ No of course not, but maybe I will do it after ππ just the way they are now, because I love me with bigger boobs. But most importantly, I hope you all believe me, this profile and the Content here is a baby of mine too and I wouldn't give it up for anything in the world. Honestly, it's even more important now because I can cover more social "taboo" topics and discuss it honestly. So feel free to ask anything you want to know in relation to the new chapter, pregnancy, the relationship and also sexuality in relation pregnancy. And now I just hope you all are as happy about this news like we Are and share the happiness but also secret with us β€οΈ and no one else π PS: of course I am also busy documenting all the changes naked and uncensored to show honestly how my body has changed since the beginning π₯° but every photo I posted here in the last month was real-time ππ