Good evening my dearest It feels somehow like I hadn’t writ..
Added 2021-05-20 22:00:23 +0000 UTCGood evening my dearest It feels somehow like I hadn’t written something for you for age. As if my thoughts were somehow a little flying around in the last few week ... but I can tell you that had only wonderful reasons and I myself can say rarely I was so happy about my life as currently. I don't know exactly how to describe it... but the love for Dennis and also simply for the us has grown so much in the last time... I realize that I have ever looked forward to the future as much as I do now. And that although I am now in the last year of my twenties and that has often made me and my younger me afraid. But it's funny, I have the feeling with every year where I live in my body and my own life I be a little bit happier. And also to realize that for the first time in my life I have a partner who really pleases me a little better every day and I have the feeling that our souls understand each other better and better, is just something special for me. Because I can be honest, for a long time I really had trouble to find people attractive for a longer period of time, with every person before Dennis it felt like with time things and sides come out that I don't like completely. But with him I simply recognize, even if not always everything runs smoothly, when we are on different "sides" and also when we have different values, nevertheless everything feels just perfectly imperfect.. and that is so incredibly beautiful... and I think that also has a lot to do with the fact that the whole world situation has shown me but also Dennis (as well as many others) the value of time and things that you like to do even more clearly. Because I do not know how it is with you, but here in Switzerland, it was the last one and a half years almost like that the majority of people have lived only for the work. All leisure activities were closed and yet I knew only one person in the home office... and Dennis also had to realize that his work is not a “healthy centre” in life ... so if he wants to continue to be healthy and happy he need to change something the more beautiful it is that he has taken all the courage together to go new ways and to know I may "accompany" him is probably the most beautiful thing ever. Because I think the greatest happiness I have in life is to love my work, to see a sense in it and how i spend my time and to really believe in it... ❤️ (thanks to all of you here.. and it’s honestly for what I’m so grateful) and I think that is also what makes a person really beautiful and healthy. Just a good life-work balance... and to see that Dennis really takes it in his hands is pure joy for me. And I think you can also see it on me, all these changes and decisions for the common but also for the individual life brings me somehow a peace that I've never had so... and leads to the fact that I can even say, not only my soul has hardly ever been better but also my body and I've really never felt so beautiful as just now 🙈👉👈 And now good night and I'm so looking forward to tomorrow because of the live
