Maybe I’m silly but every year on 7/14, I hope to hear from ..

Maybe I’m silly but every year on 7/14, I hope to hear from 314. 7/14/18 was the last day he and I spent together before his ex found out about us and lost her shit as I knew she would. I tried to warn him, but he just kept saying, “everything will be okay. She’s just going to have to deal with it. She’ll get over it.” It’s been almost 4 years and the girl still stalks me on Facebook, she NEVER got over it and I knew she wouldn’t.

Anyway, 314 had something planned on that day. I don’t know what, but he’s the kind of man who loves to surprise people. I’m pretty sure it had something to do with me. I personally hate surprises because I’m intuitive and although I may not know exactly what is going to happen, I know a person is up to something and it gives me anxiety, so I prefer people just don’t ever surprise me.

We went to the Renascence Festival that day, then out to dinner. After dinner, I overheard 314s bother asking him if he was going to do it, and 314 just said the timing isn’t right. His PSYCHO ex had thrown a hissy fit at dinner right before that over something petty, but that’s just something she does regularly and I’m sure 314 decided not to do whatever he was planning due to her PATHETIC hissy fit.

I don’t have a clue what he was planning on doing. All I know is I had told him 14 is my lucky number. 14 just happens to be his birthday. It happens to be my kids birthday too. Before my kid was born, when I was still a kid myself, I used to use 7 as a lucky number, but 7 was never lucky for me, so I changed my lucky number. The random thought: 2 x 7 = 14 popped into my head and I chose 14 for my new lucky number. I kept it because 14 actually was lucky for me. He’s the only man I ever told this story to and he’s the one who planned this entire day for all of us on the specific date 7/14/2018. I wish I would’ve found out what he was planning, but I just pretended like I knew nothing and never overheard that conversation between him and his brother. I’m really good at playing pretend. Haha!

I haven’t been to the Renaissance Festival since that day, actually. I was thinking about going on that day by myself this year, but I’m just not feeling up to it. I really don’t have money to spend either. Not with everything being so up in the air with my awful roommate and surgery.