I am going to SCREAM!!!! I am trying so fucking hard to forg..
Added 2022-01-01 04:53:03 +0000 UTCI am going to SCREAM!!!! I am trying so fucking hard to forget 314, but every time I’m happily chatting with the new guy, I get on Facebook, and reminders of 314 infiltrate my feed. Last night it was his last name. Tonight, I’m discussing movies with the new guy, and I open up Facebook and there’s a meme that says, “Name the best movie of all time,” and a friend of mine comments, “The Notebook”. 314s mom said, “If she doesn’t cry during The Notebook, she’s not the one,” to both her boys the first night I met her and his brother. I hadn’t seen the movie. I didn’t watch it until September 2021 and I cried like a fucking baby. Why are these reminders of him flooding my life when I’m trying so fucking hard to forget about him? He ghosted me. He’s been gone for YEARS. Why won’t his memory stop haunting me?
Then I keep scrolling Facebook and the name of the speakeasy we were at the night it all started back in January 2018 pops up on my newsfeed.
He’s never coming back, so why do I have to keep being reminded of him?
