Life update: My grandpa is getting better. Yay!! I had to go..
Added 2021-11-08 14:28:28 +0000 UTCLife update: My grandpa is getting better. Yay!! I had to go no contact with my narcissistic mother again. Boo!! My grandma with dementia is becoming very combative with me. She won’t take her pills for me. She argues with me when it’s time to bath. She accuses me of stealing when I’m just trying to clean her home. She doesn’t know I’m her granddaughter. She thinks I’m some stranger in her home. My mental health can’t take it. I’m likely going to have to walk away. I’ve already put in my notice in my apartment. The rental situation in my city and this little town I’m in is shit. I can’t afford to rent a place. I don’t have a car. The car I was borrowing belongs to my mom and I can’t keep it. I guess I’m going to be moving into a hotel and hoping I can make enough money from cam and my adult content to keep living in the hotel. I don’t know what else to do. If I haven’t replied to your messages, I’m sorry, life is TOUGH for me right now. I’ll reply when I’m mentally stable enough. I’m sorry. The worst part about all of this is: My family (grandma’s sister) just keeps saying, “there will be good and bad days. She’ll get used to you. It’ll get better.” She’s in denial and EVERY DAY is becoming a bad day. As my grandma’s dementia progresses, things will get worse, not better, but my Aunt refuses to accept this and is blaming me for things falling apart, instead. It’s not my fault, it’s the disease, but why can’t they see that?
