Just so you all know, my C-PTSD is still hitting hard. I'm d..
Added 2021-09-03 16:20:47 +0000 UTCJust so you all know, my C-PTSD is still hitting hard. I'm doing what I can but I have to isolate. I'll reply, get your content, items sent out, and make up for the videos I didn't make when I feel up to it. If I can make one today, I will, but tomorrow is the anniversary of the worst days of my life, I'm just not okay.
For those of you that don't know the story, tomorrow marks the day that my "best friend" started a smear campaign on me, my "friends" all left me because of what she said about me. The love of my life walked out on me because of her words and lies. Then, they all stalked and harassed me and even vandalized my property for 3 fucking years after the fallout. The harassment and stalking just recently stopped. And in a few weeks, it'll be the anniversary of my true best friend's death.
Every September for the last 3 fucking years I've tried to tell myself that'll be okay, but I'm just not okay.
