Since September 2018, I have had my heart shattered by a man..

Since September 2018, I have had my heart shattered by a man I was head over heels in love with, a man I had known for a decade, a man who was making plans with me for a year in the future before ghosting me. As if that’s not enough, he only left me because his ex-girlfriend who was about to marry another man and he hadn’t been with in a couple years was mad he was seeing me. All my friends walked out on me, then they began to stalk and harass me for years for no other reason than because I fell in love with this man who was pursuing me. These people vandalized my cars, tried to destroy my reputation, launched a computer bot attack on my Facebook page, and unlawfully entered my home twice in an attempt to scare me after the fallout.

My car broke down on Christmas Day 2020 causing me to have to stop working as a ride-share/delivery driver, leaving me with porn & cam as my only source of income.

Racists started harassing me on Twitter because I speak out against racism around the same time.

Visa and MasterCard also banned purchases on Pornhub with their cards around the same time causing me to lose 50% of my income. That’s why I moved to OnlyFans, and now OnlyFans is fucking us over too.

These are just a small percentage of the problems I deal with every day, but hey, at least I’m not being stalked and harassed anymore by old “friends” and racists.

But the WORST part of all of this is when the man I was head over heels in love with sat there and allowed his friends, my old “friends” to stalk and harass me. I had his back behind his back always, but he never had mine.

The cool part of this story is: Racist men on Twitter have started blocking me, and are now scared of a tiny little girl such as myself. Why? Because I discovered the real identity of their leader. Turns out he’s a philosophy professor who graduated from Yale and is now a tenured at a university. Or at least he was before I sent the university screenshots of our interactions. I don’t know what disciplinary action they took against him, if any. Obviously, they couldn’t disclose that to me, but they thanked me for reporting him.

I have been bullied since I was little. Strangers still regularly chose to target and cyber bully me, but these people don’t have a clue who they’re fucking with. They think I’m just this “nice, tiny girl,” but the reality is, “darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream.” I’ve thrown down physically with abusive men twice my size. There isn’t much that scares me. I’m a fighter and a survivor, and I’m NOT the bitch to fuck with. Most people don’t realize that until it’s too late, though.