Okay, so time for an update. As I stated before, I'm going ..
Added 2021-07-16 23:09:30 +0000 UTCOkay, so time for an update. As I stated before, I'm going through a process that's common for diabetics known as neuropathy, which can be a very painful process. I've been trying for the past couple weeks with help from my girlfriend (I'm bi and nobody knows so its our little secret) and my roommates to try and get through this, but it's been painful and difficult beyond hell. This past week alone, I've been to the ER about 5 or 6 times, and only once, being LAST NIGHT mind you, did anyone actually try and help me. They gave me a bit of morphine, a sedative that didn't last long, like the morphine, and help numb the pain for the 4 hours I was there. Got out at midnight and went home and the pain followed. My girlfriend saw how bad it was for me cause she deals with chronic pain all the time with her health problems as well, and she saw me break into literal tears cause I couldn't even lay down without massive pain. Thankfully I'm seeing my doctor again finally on Monday after work and hopefully getting medication that can help me out. So wish me luck please as I'm really struggling to move at this point.
