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Back to the real world I guess. If I wasn’t hungry, tired, a..
Back to the real world I guess. If I wasn’t hungry, tired, achy and cold I could have stayed there forever lol
2022-09-04 17:56:55 +0000 UTC View PostI always appreciate the genuinely meant and kind compliments..
I always appreciate the genuinely meant and kind compliments and the tips on pictures that you particularly like. But pleeeeeeeaaaaaaassssssse read my bio. The pictures I take are for me, and I put them in this gallery for anyone who is interested in looking at my page. I do not like or appreciate sexual messages in my dms, I’m not interested in a boyfriend or a girlfriend or both or anything of that nature at all. If the comments you have are explicit or sexual keep them in your own head. Thanks.
2022-09-01 15:26:38 +0000 UTC View PostTaking off for a few days. Haven’t been able to do too much ..
Taking off for a few days. Haven’t been able to do too much backcountry yet this year, although I prefer it in the fall anyway.
2022-09-01 15:21:38 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes I really don’t mind being stuck in the dark
Sometimes I really don’t mind being stuck in the dark
2022-08-30 14:30:32 +0000 UTC View PostWelcome to my tangent talk. I didn’t rewatch either of these..
Welcome to my tangent talk. I didn’t rewatch either of these but I KNOW I sound way dumber than I prefer people to think I am lol. If you are into cannabis I suggest having an ample amount before watching these
2022-08-27 19:43:17 +0000 UTC View Post
💤😴🌙🛌💭 then approx one hour later…🍕🍔🍟🌭⏩⏩⏩📸🤳🌠🌌✨💫 right up unti..
💤😴🌙🛌💭 then approx one hour later…🍕🍔🍟🌭⏩⏩⏩📸🤳🌠🌌✨💫 right up until…🌅👧🏼🧒🏻👦🏼🍳🥞🧇 then 🧹🧺🧽🦮🥪…..um I could keep going because this is entertaining me but also reminding me of how incredibly tired I am. Goodnight folks, hope rest comes easy tonight
2022-08-25 05:17:11 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m not sure if I’ve ever been fully up front about the cann..
I’m not sure if I’ve ever been fully up front about the cannabis I use. Those who know me, my whole life and definitely currently, I’ve been a bit of a stoner since I was about 1 6. Back then it was just fun and hilarious, but now I find it helps with my anxiety and appetite. I get kinda sick when I wake up every morning, and I was taking anti-nauseants every morning, but nothing helped like weed did. It’s not uncommon for me to go 8-10 days without eating at all, but occasionally the weed helps that too. The fun aspect had disappeared as I became a little too tolerant to it. Then I found a strain where I definitely, definitely felt high as a kite lol. It managed to enhance my creativity as far as photography and journaling has gone. My tweets are a little more complex and my interest in philosophy has returned. I’ve been considering doing a livestream of pre-weed, and immediately post-weed if anyone is interested in how my brain shifts. If I schedule for one or two of those a week, give a like if you’d be interested. Would also answer some questions from DMs.
Always trying new things. Have a good night 😴
In spite of how dark I can get sometimes…oftentimes to be ho..
In spite of how dark I can get sometimes…oftentimes to be honest, I’m never upset to wake up to spend another day trying to figure it out.
2022-08-18 01:51:45 +0000 UTC View PostEvery single inch of me is exhausted and sore. I don’t think..
Every single inch of me is exhausted and sore. I don’t think I even react to new pain anymore. This is a new evolution stage for me lol bring on the hurts
2022-08-16 05:18:44 +0000 UTC View PostMy kids are away with their dad, so I’ve been alone for a co..
My kids are away with their dad, so I’ve been alone for a couple of days and will be for a few more. I have spent every last moment emptying this house of every non essential or unused item. There is an enormous pile of junk in my driveway that I need to haul to the dump tomorrow. Two blenders from 17 years ago that don’t even work. A washing machine and dryer from 1989 I had other plans for but don’t have the time or need anymore (I was going to turn the washing machine into a chicken plucker, and fill the dryer up with tannerite and shoot at it). I put those fucking (pardon my language) winter truck tires on the tire rack which I had to climb to the top of the ladder to get to. This was a dumb idea. I could have gotten really hurt and now I know why dads lose fingers in the lawn mower and/or fall off roofs. But alls well that ends well. I had to use my legs to do a bit of the hoisting and will have pretty wicked bruises by tomorrow. I still wanted to move 8 bales into the hay loft so I put them in the back of the truck to drive out there, but didn’t even have the energy for that, and it was already 930. I went for a hot bath instead and just almost fell asleep. I was so tired I didn’t think I needed to take my night pill (insomnia and anxiety) but as historically proven I don’t sleep when I don’t take it. I’m disappointed because I was really, really tired and I need to sleep but here I am, up since dawn and awake still, focussing on every achy part of my body. God damn those truck tires were
heavy.
Happy full moon day. May the crazy be minimal and the moonsh..
Happy full moon day. May the crazy be minimal and the moonshine light your path
2022-08-11 07:57:06 +0000 UTC View PostIts been a long 11 days without a hot bath lol
Its been a long 11 days without a hot bath lol
2022-08-07 22:08:24 +0000 UTC View PostOkayyyyy but I know you’re laughing WITH me, not AT me lol
Okayyyyy but I know you’re laughing WITH me, not AT me lol
2022-08-07 06:04:40 +0000 UTC View PostHere’s the face, it’s been awhile
Here’s the face, it’s been awhile
2022-08-06 19:11:49 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t really have much to post, I’ve been racing around fo..
I don’t really have much to post, I’ve been racing around for the last ten days and haven’t taken any new pics or even selfies. Have been feeling very unattractive, exhausted and still breaking out in new spots of poison ivy. When it rains it pours! Eventually things will even out and I’ll feel better in time for a few other adventures I have planned for the rest of the month. Here’s something old to remind myself I didn’t always feel like this!
2022-08-06 16:48:37 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes you just have to take the leap into deep water and..
Sometimes you just have to take the leap into deep water and hope you made the right choice
2022-08-05 17:29:42 +0000 UTC View PostNeeded some validation on this one
Needed some validation on this one
2022-08-03 19:45:08 +0000 UTC View Post***haha, I fell asleep before I could hit post on this but h..
***haha, I fell asleep before I could hit post on this but here’s the finale of my thoughts from last night***
I guess what seems to be most in my mind lately, is this inner countdown to death, and trying my best to find a point to any of it. The earth is estimated to be habitable by life for another 1.5 billion years. What the hell. Who can even comprehend that? The things we’ve done as a civilization will not matter. We’ll live on through the civilizations of whatever uses earth next, as historical interest for a few hundred years or maybe even a few thousand years, maybe even a million years. Eventually our entire existence and everything we’ve built and discovered will have disappeared forever. Humans as we know ourselves definitely won’t be around, nor even the most evolved guesstimates of futuristic beings that science has come up with. None of us nor any line of our descendants will even be a speck of dust in a frozen ocean at that point.
So what is the point.
In the grandest scheme of things, there isn’t one. How could there be any more point to life than just getting to being alive. Not for fame or money or working yourself to death trying to achieve all these things that are microscopically insignificant on that universal level. In all those billions of years before us, and the billions of years after us, among all those galaxies and stars and planets it truly is like a 0.00001 in a gazillion chance we somehow became conceived and birthed on this specific planet, in this specific time period and survived right up until now.
In our small scheme of things though, the way we live day to day, within our reach and scope… we have come up with innumerable reasons, theories, faiths, beliefs and metaphors trying to understand the meaning or purpose. I have a such a very hard time thinking on small scales. Everything I do is directly connected to some bigger picture. Nothing supernatural and not like…a godly bigger picture or anything like that. But somehow leaving some trace of myself that might last to be discovered long after I’m gone.
I thought and thought and came up with a couple of things. I’m going to start collecting animal skulls that I find or of animals I hunt. I will take each and find somewhere I can hide or place it to become fossilized. Ill carve my name or other imprint into it. The place I put each will be somewhere that that creature never existed. Where the finding of it is unexplainable. Like a grizzly bear skull in Antarctica. These discoveries with my initials will be found in the most unlikely and remote places. Somehow earning me a place in some paragraph on ancient beings. Maybe lol.
My second action, will be to leave so many traces of myself on the internet. We all know those never disappear. 500,000 years from now a future half human half robot palaeontologist thing will be digging through our archaic depths of internet, find allll my pics and this post. Think I’m interesting enough to research and bring me back to the future.
You never know.
Forewarning: I’m going to ramble tangents, might toss in som..
Forewarning: I’m going to ramble tangents, might toss in some conspiracy theories and probably will sound nihilistic or despondent. I rarely ever commit to my theories on time and space and life, things change depending on my mood and observations of those around me. I doubt this will sound like it has much hope but I never really know where this kooky mind will go when I get going. See next post if you feel like continuing.
* Ps: I do not care if people think it’s weird or vain to take so many selfies. There’s about a decade and a half of my life where I have very few pictures of myself. Self-taken pics are the only way there will be photographic evidence of me*
Because of the awful shape I’m in right now, I’ll have to pu..
Because of the awful shape I’m in right now, I’ll have to pull a few pics from the archives. And maybe ramble a little more than I usually do. Or tell a story. I’m not sure where my thoughts might lead but I feel like putting something more substantial out there tonight than a “have a good night.” I’ve not smoked weed yet, but I will, and then come back. I’ll have figured out what to say by the time I’m done, and it will be in the next post.
Here’s a few from my bar night a few weeks ago. I don’t know the girl in the selfie with me but I love that we look happy together, and it’s now one of my favourite pictures. You never really know how far a split second interaction can go in life….
Disclaimer: this is by no means an attractive post. I hear a..
Disclaimer: this is by no means an attractive post. I hear a lot from people that they think I “never take a bad picture.” They are wrong, I just never *post* bad pictures. No one is good looking all the time, everyone has their good face/hair/makeup/leg/arm …whatever days. I haven’t been posting because I am covered head to toe in poison ivy. My whole face had been itchy, red, hivey and eyes swollen almost entirely. My legs have broken out and getting worse every day. I’m still going to try going for a hike and hope my mood will pick back up in nature. There was a mama griz and her two cubs down the street a few days ago. If I can get a pic of a grizzly then I have gotten all three Canadian bears in the wild in less than a year. Maybe my bloody open wounded legs will attract one ha.
2022-07-30 15:49:08 +0000 UTC View Post
